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The Gift

by Oceans of Angels

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1.
Loaded Gun 03:57
There’s a monster in my head That says I am a mess I’m far from being repaired And I’m still fading There’s an echo in my mind A lie as a disguise Even though I try I’m still breaking You say that I should talk to somebody But what do they know about my broken heart Promise to hold me when the lights go out I’m still fading And every tear is another lost round Show me the way to fixing myself I’m still breaking I’m sorry for the things I have done I’m sorry I’m a loaded gun I need to stand on my own feet Forget the comfort of your arms Just as we are complete You’re gone You say that I should talk to somebody But what do they know about my broken heart Promise to hold me when the lights go out I’m still fading And every tear is another lost round Show me the way to fixing myself I’m still breaking I’m sorry for the things I have done I’m sorry I’m a loaded gun I’m sorry I’m a loaded gun You think I’m flying but I’m drowning, and my tears don’t drain the pain You think I’m flying but I’m drowning hold me now You think I’m flying but I’m drowning, and my tears don’t drain the pain You think I’m flying but I’m drowning hold me now Promise to hold me when the lights go out I’m still fading And every tear is another lost round Show me the way to fixing myself I’m still breaking I’m sorry for the things I have done I’m sorry I’m a loaded gun I’m sorry I’m a loaded gun
2.
Maybe all that glitters ain’t gold Maybe this flame’s too hot for us to hold You wanted me to promise a lifetime But all that I needed was some time Then you took it all And it shatters me Like a thousand soldiers Standing on my hands When I was trying to hold you And it feels like You’ve taken the air from my lungs Told me to speak but cut my tongue And it’s hard to breathe when you’re hurt by the one that you love You told me I’m the only one I turn around I’m facing your gun But you tell me to hold on To hold on You left me to dry in the cold After all the hero stories that you told You wanted me to lay my life out Like a book for you to read Then you tore it all And it shatters me Like a thousand soldiers Standing on my hands When I was trying to hold you And it feels like You’ve taken the air from my lungs Told me to speak but cut my tongue And it’s hard to breathe when you’re hurt by the one that you love You told me I’m the only one I turn around I’m facing your gun But you tell me to hold on To hold on And it shatters me Like a thousand soldiers Standing on my hands When I was trying to hold you And it feels like You’ve taken the air from my lungs Told me to speak but cut my tongue And it’s hard to breathe when you’re hurt by the one that you love You told me I’m the only one I turn around I’m facing your gun But you tell me to hold on To hold on
3.
The Gift 03:37
A little far from home A little out of my comfort zone A little bit all alone I saw you standing there on your own I didn’t have the guts to come over I wanted to say The way the lights light up your eyes You’ll never know I loved you at hello So, I gave you the gift of not knowing me My heart is a house not a home You don’t want to see A thousand smiles With a thousand lies I’d take the spark but leave the fire behind I’m wondering who you are I’m running around this ghost town I want to know about all your scars But I close my eyes and you’re gone now I wanted to say The way the lights light up your eyes You’ll never know I loved you at hello So, I gave you the gift of not knowing me My heart is a house not a home You don’t want to see A thousand smiles With a thousand lies I’d take the spark but leave the fire behind The devil on my shoulder is still holding on He won’t let me hold her and he won’t let me go Now I’m leaving with my hands on my head You can keep the part of my heart that I have left You’ll never see Just how I set you free So, I gave you the gift of not knowing me My heart is a house not a home You don’t want to see A thousand smiles With a thousand lies I’d take the spark but leave the fire behind
4.
Carnival 03:28
I’m a grown man with the heart of a child The things you say kill me inside You know that I know that you’re leaving I got pain you can see it in my mother’s eyes Don’t look at mine they’re just a disguise You know that I know that you’re leaving But I want to know Will you stay, or will you go I need to know I’m not only an echo When my head feels like a carnival And the world is spinning too slow I ask myself what I’m still doing here Cause I’m the mess that you made My heart is like an animal Always tame and always out of control I’m always out of control, out of control I’ve lost control And you say Another day another life Things would be better if you were by my side But you’re gone and now I’m dancing with your ghost And you say Another life another day You say it’s okay as you walk away But all I wanted was to hold you close But I want to know Will you stay, or will you go I need to know I’m not only an echo When my head feels like a carnival And the world is spinning too slow I ask myself what I’m still doing here Cause I’m the mess that you made My heart is like an animal Always tame and always out of control I’m always out of control, out of control I’ve lost control When my head feels like a carnival And the world is spinning too slow I ask myself what I’m still doing here Cause I’m the mess that you made My heart is like an animal Always tame and always out of control I’m always out of control, out of control I’ve lost control
5.
Who the hell has been feeding my demons They’re stronger than me now And I can’t live under your silence Are we on the same channel It feels like I’m losing you There’s a whole in my heart And I’m see through The clock seems to stop Whenever you’re around Hold my hand, hold my hand Oh hold me now Tell me we’re still on fire Tell me there’s another world for me and you Tell me this ain’t desire and you are not who I’m gonna lose You say there’s a light at the end of the line And I’m trying to find it And you say there’s a love stronger than wine The clock seems to stop Whenever you’re around Hold my hand, hold my hand Oh hold me now Tell me we’re still on fire Tell me there’s another world for me and you Tell me this ain’t desire and you are not who I’m gonna lose Tell me this ain’t love for hire Tell me that this is not gonna leave a bruise Tell me you’ll take me higher and I Will always be who you choose And my demons have made a home In the middle of my broken soul Tell me which way I need to go I just want to find my way home Tell me we’re still on fire Tell me there’s another world for me and you Tell me this ain’t desire and you are not who I’m gonna lose Tell me this ain’t love for hire Tell me that this is not gonna leave a bruise Tell me you’ll take me higher and I Will always be who you choose
6.
Only An Echo 03:46
A beautiful stranger You walk like art You look like an angel That knows how to break my heart Now I’m falling apart In pieces, in your arms My heart was in danger I knew it from the start In love with a stranger That knows how to tear my scars Now I’m falling apart In pieces, in your arms Lose the candles, lose the lights We’ll share the stars Now I’m only an echo A shadow in your heart You give me all the pieces Then you help me fall apart And this river just won’t flow It’s hard to sail in the dark Throw me a lifeline I’m searching but not finding your heart Sometimes it feels like I’m dreaming And you still live in my heart I wake up you’re leaving And I’m scared of the dark Now I’m falling apart In pieces, in your arms Lose the candles, lose the lights We’ll share the stars Now I’m only an echo A shadow in your heart You give me all the pieces Then you help me fall apart And this river just won’t flow It’s hard to sail in the dark Throw me a lifeline I’m searching but not finding your heart Now I’m only an echo I’m only an echo I’m only an echo I’m only an echo

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Sheldon Horvatic (Founder, Vocals & Guitar) shares that "I wrote this body of work from my heart and it’s about the rollercoaster of love and life. It is true to me, and I hope it resonates with other people too. The Gift includes the previously released singles ‘Shattered Soldier’ and ‘Still On Fire’. The EP speaks of heartache and difficulties, but my main message is the title track, ‘The Gift’ which is about putting your own emotions behind the importance of somebody else’s. I wrote this with the thought of loving someone so much that you leave the situation instead of ever hurting them, I don’t think people do this enough – if we truly love somebody, it’s about them not us. A huge thank you to Matthew Fink for working on this EP with me, it wouldn’t have been possible without him."

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released February 17, 2023

Author: Sheldon Horvatic
Composer: Sheldon Horvatic
Performer: Sheldon Horvatic (Vocals, Guitars, Bass Guitar & Drums)
Performer: Matthew Fink (Piano & Synths)
Producer: Matthew Fink
Mix & Master: Matthew Fink
Publisher: Independent
Label: Independent
Artwork: Joona Studios
Promotion: Devographic Music Agency

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Oceans of Angels Edenvale, South Africa

Oceans of Angels unleashed their debut single and video ‘Shattered Soldier’ on 23 March 2022 to critical acclaim, achieving radio charting positions in South Africa, Australia, and the UK. In May 2022 Sheldon got an opportunity to play several shows in London, taking Oceans of Angels on the road for the first time. Oceans of Angels released their debut EP 'The Gift' on 17 February 2023.




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